Aye!
Have you ever wonder that dreams tells you something?
These endless thoughts that circulates within my mind are certainly making me restless.
Endless and hard to put into words where people would understand what I'm talking about.
I suppose that is why I've seldom update on myself in LJ and other blogs.
Anyway.
That is not the point.
What I've been thinking about was that what if one day, "Persona" and "Shadows" are so real that normal humans do not realize that it is actually around them?
.... I wonder...
What if one day the world is to change into the likes of ... Persona? For those who don't understand, refer to Persona1/2/3/4 (game)
Wouldn't it be exciting?
Anyhow, they exist in ourselves which lay unnoticed. | |
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It has been a terrible sleep for me.. -_-
For those who didn't know.
Even though today is "April's Fool day" but this isn't even funny to begin with.
I slept at 4am only to wake up half-way through my sleep, not remembering much of my dream earlier on.
It was a "shinigami" from the likes of "Bleach" manga/anime but it was very brief back view of him. (x_x)
For no reason, I couldn't seem to fall back to sleep so I kind of thought that there must have been something going on.
Unexpectedly, after my mum woke up and open my door(which I usually close before sleeping) and I heard something really strange.
At first I thought it was just some sort of imagination but...
My window was opened wide, I could hear a gush of wind blowing and then chime bell ringing twice.
Followed up by my back filling a really cold chill, heavy heart beats... and... also felt as if something passed through me.
It was really hard to sleep after that... Something that left without a trace...
Anyway... Soon the school holidays will end and thus come forth the new semester.
Yet again, this time I will have to face a new class...
I wonder will some of my previous classmate be in the same class as me? - Music:the GazettE - Distress and Coma
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*Note: This post is originally from my Japanese Blog on Ameba... My translations are not that good but please bear with me.
I find it unbelievable to be able to live up to this date.
I've always told everyone that "Don't worry~ I'll do something about it so don't worry!" with a smile on my face.
Actually, in my heart I'm really scared, There is many things that I worry about.
Even if there's something that I regret, I would not tell anyone.
I feel that it is alright to just keep it in my heart. However, now its different.
I become scared and insecure about the future.
Such as my family, friends, band and school.
Maybe I’ve think too much but I want to know if everyone is alright or happy.
Fuu~ Honestly, I want to meet and get to know what me from 10 years later is like.
When we meet, I want to talk about different stuffs and situation then prepare to find the answer.
But… if my existence has already been erased... I might break down.
That might happen you know?
No... I will not do it... about breaking down that is.
I will protect and live my own life.
I will probably try to find out the reason or the truth or the murderer of my death.
If I do that, I will research and understand the future and return to this time then change my weakness.
I want to completely not have any regrets. That's right... I'll probably do that!
I want to meet myself from 10 years later!
I'll do my best!
Sorry for my unskillful way of writing!
Peace & Love,
Yuki Grace.
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今まで生きていている事があるのは不思議だと思います。
いつも皆に笑顔で「大丈夫～なんとかするから心配しないで!」ってする。
実には心の中ですごく怖くって、心配しているものが多い。
後悔してものがあっても皆に伝えてをしない。
自分の心に分かっていてでイイってと思います。
でも今のは違います。
未来の事が怖くて不安になります。....
家族と友達の事もバンドの事も学校でも。
ちょっと考えすぎてかも知れないけど皆の安全とか幸せ活きてとか…
フウゥ~ 正直、ワタクシは10年後のワタシが何を知っていると会いに行きたい。
会ったら色々話と情報を聴いてって解答を探して準備にして。
でも…もし自分の存在が消えてしまいましたら…自分が壊れてしまうかもしれない。....
その可能性がありまよ。
イヤ…それをしない。壊れて事を。
自分の命が自分をお守り活きます。
亡くなったの理由とか真実とか犯人とかを探して見せようかな。....
それをすれば、未来の事を調べて知ってってでこの瞬間を戻って来て自分の弱点を変わりにします。
完璧に後悔をおりませんという事をしたいです。
そうね… それをして見ようね。
10年後の自分を会いに行きたい!....
頑張ります!
下手の書く方はすみませんでした!!!
Peace & Love,
Yuki Grace - Location:bed.
- Mood:sleepy
 - Music:the GazettE - Guren
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Something has been going on last night ever since the call from a friend last night...
Though you said it is alright but I could definitely start to felt it... A cowardly me tries not to think of it and avoids it.
This is sick. Seriously sick.
None of you would have directly tell me anything.
I often wonder why do you all have to hide it, the truth from me.
No matter how weak I am by Heart, I truely wanted to help. Won't you even let me know?
As Sincere as I am to even try approach a little, none was spoken of.
So I kept an eye close, pretending nothing had happened. | |
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2 days ago a cute bird flew into my room. Its really cute!!! （‐＾▽＾‐） That's is a Sunbird 一昨日は可愛いの鳥チャンは私の部屋を入た。 チョウ可愛いよ!!! （‐＾▽＾‐） その一重は英語で「Ｓｕｎｂｉｒｄ」と申します! And then it flew into my mum's room then exit from her window. そして、お母さんの部屋へ行ってて、 窓で出って飛びました。 By the way, I heard from my mum that when a Sunbird enters your room, it will bring you good fortune. で、「そのＳｕｎｂｉｒｄは部屋に入るとき、幸せをあげて」の事をお母さんから聞いて いた。 I want to share this "fortune" with everyone!（‐＾▽＾‐） その「幸せ」を皆と一緒に乗りたいです!（‐＾▽＾‐） Well then, See you! では、また! Rock on! Peace & Love, yuki-grace | |
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Happy Chinese New Year EVE! Tonight I had steamboat with my family!  Looks delicious right? It's about 30 minutes to Chinese new year! I can't wait until then! I wonder what will happen tomorrow? Well then! Lately I have been playing "Final Fantasy 7: Crisis Core"!!!
The story itself is about Zack but it is really wonderful.  Pretty Flower bed huh? I wish I have one! Then every morning when I wake up, I'll say "That smells good~" (laughs) But this kind of thing is Impossible right? I mean, in this world, it is hard to find a good place like that. Well, its about time now! I have to go! I'll write again!!! Rock on!
Peace & Love,
Yuki. | |
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- Location:Asleep in bed
- Mood:Sleepy
- Music:Final Fantasy 8 OST - Ride On
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Your Colors Say You Are Caring
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When you are at peace, you are:
Giving and unselfish
When you are moved to act, you are:
Giving and warm
When you are inspired, you are:
Flexible and experimental
When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:
Totally in the moment
Your life's purpose is:
To change the world
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You Are Boggle
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You are an incredibly creative and resourceful person.
You're able to dig deep and think outside the box to get things done.
You are a non linear thinker. You don't like following directions
You draw your inspiration from the strangest places sometimes. You're constantly inspired.
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You Are 10% Left Brained, 90% Right Brained
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The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
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Your Career Type: Artistic
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You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.
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What Your Taste in Music Says About You
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Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious.
You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way.
You are curious about the world. You love doing something new.
In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from.
You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports.
You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.
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I ain't athletic. orz
You Should Play the Harp
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You are a sensitive soul, with a great admiration for beauty.
You definitely have what it takes to make beautiful music, but most instruments are too harsh for you.
You are subtle, shy, and even a bit spoiled. You're very picky about most aspects of your life.
It's just your style to play an eccentric, hard to transport instrument like the harp that few people consider.
Overall, you have the relaxed demeanor of a leisurely upper class person, and your music would reflect that.
Your calm yet soulful harp playing would be sure to help people forget their troubles for a while.
Your dominant personality characteristic: your zen-ness
Your secondary personality characteristic: your quiet independence
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Something unexpected. O_O- Location:home
- Mood:dorky
- Music:ON/OFF - 幾千の眠りの果て
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I am seriously wondering what the heck I am now. orz
view my results just click on the cut.
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( Love style test )
I think everyone should try it out too.
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Your result for The Pop Culture Archetype Personality Test...
The DruidNinja, Monkey, Punk, Cowboy 
Druids are filled with a dramatic sense of wonder, viewing the world through rose-colored glasses as they watch everything come to life, from flora and fauna to mundane objects. They see the good in almost everyone and everything, yet struggle with the idea of ethical perfection (or lack thereof). They tend to turn away from the world and toward essence and ideal, and while they are concerned with all people and creatures, those things are valued only in that they are part of a greater whole; in this, they often struggle to find their place in things, and need to feel a part of whatever they are involved with. Fluent with language, they are keen to pick out patterns in people and things, although their somewhat otherworldly focus on the larger picture can lead them to seem somewhat absentminded. Nevertheless, they have a knack for explaining complex things quite simply. Druids are often beset by Histrionic behavior, craving attention, reassurance and praise in everything they do. Emotionally exaggerated and often sexually charged, they become concerned with physical appearance, and grow uncomfortable when they are not the center of attention. Their emotions are subject to rapid shifts, and their actions are entirely self-centered, with no tolerance for delay in getting what they want. Their speech often lacks detail as their shallow emotions carry across into their dealings with others. Famous druid types include Homer, Shakespeare, Dick Clark, Jackie Onasis and Julia Roberts.
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