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Hello everyone~! Its me, Yuki! =)
Right now I'm here to write down about the dream I had have.
Its really... nice but it made me sad yet happy. ^^;
Just read on and you'll know.
Dream starts...
*Note: The words in italic are my thoughts in my dreams…
It was the first day of their arrival in Singapore and I'm their so call 'tour guide'. I was there waiting at the airport. Where are you?
As I was waiting, my jaw almost dropped when I saw Miyavi walk out first, follow up by the GazettE. They saw me and walk over to me as they knew I'm their 'tour guide', what I did not expect was, Miyavi was actually having holiday so he decided to see where Gazette was going to have their live tour and followed them around to have fun. Why is Miyavi here?
As a tour guide, the first thing was I leaded them to a service apartment where they will be living in since they would rather want to have a place where they can shop and not worry about me having trouble to locate their place so that I can take them out to explore Singapore.
After showing them where they will be staying, they asked if I can show them around the shopping malls to look for material for their new outfit. While outside at the shopping mall, Miyavi kept trying to put his arm around my shoulders and telling me about the funny stuffs that happened which really cracks me up, not only that, he turning back at Gazette members with the happy-go-lucky look on his face while I keep giving them the sweat drop with a nervous smile on my face like this... (^^") Go away Miyavi…
What's worst is, Miyavi keep asking me weird questions that I don't even know how to answer him while on the other hand, Kai and Ruki are trying to get him away from me as the rest gave me the hopeless look on their faces by shaking their head.
Fortunately, they've bought something they like and we went back to the service apartment where they suggested that I can rest over for a night because they want me to go swimming with them tomorrow. There I was, sleeping on the bed which Uruha let me sleep in saying that he’ll sleep on the sofa instead. Thanks for letting me sleep on your bed while you were on the sofa…
The following day, I was awaken abruptly by Miyavi and he was urging me to go down to the pool with him and Kai first because the rest was still asleep. I sighed and agree as I had no choice because it was my job to entertain them as well so we went down to the indoor swimming pool and Miyavi almost drowned me by pushing me into the pool all of the sudden. Good thing is that Kai helped me up and I kept choking on the water, then Reita came down in his nose band telling us that the guys are own their way taking their own sweet time to come down while Ruki told him to tell us that he'll wait Aoi and Uruha but he'll just watch us swim.
I got up to the side of the pool and spotted willows-chan and dee-chan together with Jing in casual clothes as I waved to them, asking them to come over join in as well.
By this time, the whole of Gazette members were already at the pool then Miyavi pulled me to the swimming pool depth of 1.8m which I start to tremble abit as he says " Let's swim in this pool!(laughs)". Not the water! I can’t swim!
"Ahem! You sure have the nerves to ask someone to swim when she almost drowned." I said in a angry tone. "You nea-" *SPLASH*
Miyavi just dived into the water and pulled me into the pool nearly drowning me again. Please save me…I’m drowning…
While the rest of the them just sighed and this time Kai came into the waters to help me up to the surface again. I coughed out the load of water which got into me saying that I'm not a toy for you to push around as I looked at them and got up lying by the side of the pool trying to rest while they have fun in the pool. However, it wasn't long until Miyavi came back to disturb me repeatedly by splashing water at me. I ignored Miyavi and just keep looking at my friends and Gazemen but that did not stop Miyavi from coming at me like a pest. Miyavi, please stop coming at me already…
Just then, my cousin called and ask me to go over to his house so I just said yes and turned to ask my friends if they want to come along. Willows-chan and Dee-chan said they are alright with it, on the other hand, Miyavi who overheard my converse with my friends shouted to me that he wants to go too.
I sighed and nodded, before we set off, Uruha followed too but he didn't state why so I just presume that he wants to go explore around as well. Thank you for coming along though you did not answer me.
While taking a public bus, practically everyone was staring at us because of Miyavi’s dressing and Uruha was wearing his ‘Regret PV outfit’. Not only that, even on the bus, Miyavi pulled me in by my hand so that I will be sitting near the window next to him, while the rest just sit behind us as I point out to them the many different building and tell them more about Singapore’s culture etc. Are you listening to me?
Then Miyavi suddenly pointed out to the window, saying there’s something weird there.
I looked to where he was pointing but saw thing so I turn back around only to see him face to face with his lips 3cm away from mine and quickly I leaned back in shock nearly pushing him off from his seat. When that happened I heard giggles from beside me and I turned to them and stare at them with the stern look on my face as I took a quick glance at Uruha who was sitting behind me, looking out at the window as if nothing happened or he wasn’t even interested what just happen and all of the talking that I said though his posture and made my heart raced, I was feeling quite sad because he didn’t pay attention at all, ever since their arrival, he has been looking away. Were you looking at me…?
Few minutes later, we finally reach our destination, my cousin’s home. Everyone got in and went to the living room tried for the day since it’s already in the late afternoon and soon to be evening. While we were there, we have been in the living room, watching TV and chatting. Miyavi kept talking to me, not only that, it seems that Uruha wasn’t paying attention to anything… Its like, he’s daydreaming… or was he looking somewhere else?
Either ways, Miyavi kept chatting with me and told me jokes but at heart I’m thinking of the other man who was dazing at something or someone. Where are you right now…?
As time passes by, everyone else had already fallen asleep in the living room other than Miyavi and I so I just switched off the TV and took a nap or so. It wasn’t long until I woke up and saw Miyavi, sleeping with his sunglasses on an his head lying on Uruha’s tummy… Not only that, I noticed Uruha smiling and sleep talking in his dreams, its such a pity that I couldn’t make out what he was saying and its so cute that I wanted to take a picture down on my handphone. Do you know you look just like an angel…?
When I was looking around for it, I noticed that Uruha was sitting on my handphone, quietly and gently, I sat next to him afew cm away, slowly trying not to wake him up as I try to get my hands on the handphone and not disturbing him. Slowly and swiftly yet my heart was racing and beating so hard that I felt my cheeks going hot.
The moment I pulled my handphone out, Uruha’s hands fell on top on mine and I had to pull my hand off gently so that it wouldn’t wake him up. Quickly, I got back to my original place to take a snap shot of both Miyavi and Uruha. However, before I could even do that, Miyavi was waking up and I pretended to be sleeping, failing to take a picture of their sleeping faces. He woke up and shook me by my shoulders and told me that he’ll go to the kitchen and look for something to eat. I kept silent and nodded as if I’m still sleepy and hinting that you can go help yourself in the kitchen.
Soon after, Uruha woke up and asked if he can use the house phone to call the rest to pick him up. I looked at him, stoned and just nodded silently as I pointed to the phone which was next to the TV. As he walked to the phone, I too, got up and sat on the other sofa, lying on it, pretending to make a call home while I try to take a snap shot of Uruha. Sadly, he caught me doing that and told me that he doesn’t want to take any pictures so I got up sadly and asked why but he didn’t answer. Then I asked if we can have a group picture instead he just nodded and plainly said yes. Just then, my mother called my handphone and said that I have to go home now. With that, I quickly asked the rest if they want to have a group picture before Uruha and I leave, they just woke up sleepily and said yes so I got to my uncle and asked him to be our photographer. Is it because of the fans?
During the photoshoot, for the 1st photo, I stood on the left of Uruha at the back row and tried to cross my arm around his but he rejected and shook off my arms. Looking at him feeling hurt in my heart, he leaned in nearer to my cousins while I lean in closer to take a group picture. For 2nd and last photo, he was sitting on the front row… Although he may not notice but I am actually looking at him, hoping he would notice that he’s the only person who’s in my heart. Why are you so cold to me?!
After taking afew more group pictures, I went downstairs, walking alone in the rain as I noticed 2 of my classmates walking to me and asking why am I under the rain and seem so sad. I told them the reason, about Uruha and that he is leaving soon so I might as well leave first. However, they told me that they will do something to stop Uruha and tell him about how I feel, I stared at them for a moment and warned them don’t do anything silly because I don’t want anything to go wrong between us anymore. I feel tired…
As I walk down the road for a moment, I went back to the HDB flat’s lobby because I forgot to bring my bag along. While waiting for the lift, I quickly dried up my tears as the lift door opened, only Uruha was in it. I smiled at him but he just walk out coldly, emotionless and not even looking at me as if I wasn’t even there. When I got onto the lift, I saw Uruha looking at me, waiting for the door to close however his eyes was locked onto mine. As if you were gazing at something, then I saw that cold yet sadness in your eyes… When the door was closing, I swore I saw his bitter smile… *Tears* Why now?! Why…?Why that smile?
Walking down from the 10th floor, I sang with tears flowing down my cheeks, I sang the song that I used to sing to you. The song that I sang, only for you…
Soon I heard footsteps from above of me and I stop singing because I didn’t want them to hear my song. Someone was yelling my name, it was those 2 classmates of mine. They told me that the van which came to pick up Uruha was surrounded by some bad people whom they don’t even know. Those people were in some gas masks and some uniform, I don’t even know those people. Why are they here? No…!!! Not him…!
In desperation, my heart was pumping so fast like it was going to explode, I quickly ran down the steps to look what was going on downstairs. With my very own eyes, I saw what was going on. He’s in grave danger. Without any hesitations, I ran down the stairs and kept using my hands to support myself, gliding over, across the handgrips to hasten up. Please be safe, I’ll be there soon!
Picking up the speed every moment I rush down, I saw 1 of those guys and knocked him out and took his uniform and mask to put it on. Please hang in there…
Finally I’ve reached the first floor, I took a quick glance into the van, Uruha was inside with the worried look as he did not know what was going on. That left me no choice but to knock out every single of the bad guys from the back, hoping that I wouldn’t get ganged up by those people. Good thing was, I know some moves and didn’t have much trouble sneaking on those people from behind. Don’t worry, I’m here for you…
However, things didn’t just stop there. I saw another person holding on to a knife, that other person is a girl who dressed up like me and looks somewhat like me but she is NOT me… What is going on?! Who’s that girl?
I saw that anger in her as she glared at me, clutching onto that knife tightly and came charging at me. I wasn’t quick enough to dodge her attacks but I managed to grab hold of her hand before she stabbed me in my stomach. Both of us struggled, using our greatest strength as I try my best to make her drop the knife but that did not happen.
In the middle of our struggle, Uruha alighted the van and called out to us to stop the fight as it is still raining and we could get shocked by lightning. That then gave me an idea as I used all my might and held both of our hand up, using that knife to attract the lightning so that she would get shocked instead because I’m wearing all elastic and I would be protected by it.
*Zapp*
Lightning stroke the knife and the other girl got electrocuted and collapsed onto the floor, laying lifelessly… Finally its over…
When all was over, Uruha rushed to the other girl and hugged her tight. Why? *cries*
“Please wake up Yuki!!!” Uruha cried and hugged her even tight as he whispered “I love you, please open your eyes now!” (In Japanese) I’m standing here…! I’m still alive!
Slowly, he glared at me, those eyes of his, so cold, filled with so much sadness and anger which pierced my heard. “You killed her! MURDERER! ” WHY? *cries* Why did you not notice?
“I’m still alive, I’m the real Yuki… That girl is an impostor…!”
I stood that crying to myself as I took off the gas mask and removed the disguise I was in.
Standing there and crying… Why didn’t you notice…?
From the start until now I have been by your side…
Uruha then took a closer look at the girl and looked up at me again before he stood up, walking towards me and hugged me, still in tears.
Both of us stood in the rain, silently with him still hugging me close to him. I could feel his breathing above my head. I also felt his heart beating so fast… Thank you…
“I’m sorry…” He whispered in my ears. “…I have to go now…”
I stood there, crying and not moving nor speaking as he stopped hugging me and I whispered “I love you too” as he walk past me and entered the van.
Leaving me all drenched under the rain… alone… I love you…
Dream ends...
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Do you like it? ^^
I hope you guys and girls have enjoyed it.
Post any comments~ I'd love to hear your voices about it ^^
** Please don't steal my dream and use it for fanfictions without my permission. Thanks! =)
January 16 2007, 06:01:59 UTC 5 years ago
Yay!
Finally I finished writing the dream down~I hope all of you have enjoyed it =)
June 22 2007, 19:34:02 UTC 4 years ago
June 23 2007, 04:26:30 UTC 4 years ago
Ahh.. Sorry for the confusion.
I couldn't find the right words to fit in and alot of words i don't know how I could use to describe the whole dream.
Perhaps I should try to break it into different chapters. ^^ hehe~
June 23 2007, 04:58:56 UTC 4 years ago
Lucky you for getting uru say 'i love you to you'
<333333333333333333
July 14 2007, 07:33:31 UTC 4 years ago
You will dream of him someday too~ ;)
July 13 2007, 15:57:01 UTC 4 years ago
It is full of excitement! BUT~ WHY DID URUHA LEAVE SO FAST???????
That's not fair! Finally you knew how he felt and that he was (presumably jealous of Miyavi) But then he's gone!
I'd like to know more about what Miyavi was doing hanging around those guys?
You could really take this further and write a big ff!
*huggles tight*
Very good honey!
XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
July 13 2007, 16:22:57 UTC 4 years ago
Ahh~~ I know its exciting! *diess* Hes already nice to me so I don't really mind though I'd want Uruha to stay longer too!
Hahah~~~ yeah, I'd think so too. XD Uruha o' Uruha~ Where art thou?~
Yup yup~ this can be a big nice ff but I am still considering of what to start.. mmm~ how I should start, what to do where to end. A lot of things to consider about before I could make 1 nice ff. ^_^
*hugsss~~*
Thank you soo much for supporting. always ^__^
July 14 2007, 04:14:59 UTC 4 years ago
I like your dreams and ideas and how you write them!
*hugs*
July 14 2007, 07:34:04 UTC 4 years ago